Streams
in the Desert
May 13
We do not no what we ought
to pray for. (Romans 8:26)
Often it is simply the answers to our prayers that cause many of the difficulties in the Christian life. We pray for
patience and our father sends demanding people our way who test us to the limit, “because…suffering produces perseverance”
(Rom. 5:3). We pray for a submissive sprit, and God sends suffering again, for we learn to be obedient in the same was Christ
“learned obedience from what he suffered” (Heb. 5:8).
We pray to be unselfish, and God gives us opportunities to sacrifice
by placing other people’s needs first and by laying down our lives for other believers. We pray for strength and humility,
and “a messenger of Satan” (2 Cor. 12:7) comes to torment us until we lie on the ground pleading for it to be
withdrawn.
We pray to the Lord, as his apostles did, saying, “Increase
our faith!” (Luke 17:5). Then our money seems to take wings and fly away; our children become critically ill; an employee
becomes careless, slow, and wasteful; or some other new trial comes upon us, requiring more faith than we have ever before
experienced.
We pray for a Christ like life that exhibits the humility of
a lamb. Then we are asked to perform some lowly task, or we are unjustly accused and given no opportunity to explain, for
“he was led like a lamb to slaughter, and…did not open his mouth” (Isa. 53:7).
We pray for gentleness and quickly face a storm of temptation to be
harsh and irritable. We pray for quietness, and suddenly every nerve is stressed to its limit with tremendous tension so that
we may learn that when he sends his peace, no one can disturb it.
We pray for love for others and God sends unique suffering by sending
people our way who are difficult to love and who says things that get on our nerves and tear at our heart. He does this because
“love is patient, love is kind… it is not rude…it is not easily angered…it always protects, always
trust, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.” (1 Cor. 13:4-5, 7-8).
Yes, we pray to be like Jesus, and God’s answer is: “I
have tested you in the furnace of affliction” (Isa. 48:10): “will your courage endure or your hands being strong?’
(Eph. 2:6), “can you drink the cup?’ (Matt. 20:22).
The way to peace and victory is to accept every circumstance and every
trial as being straight from the hand of our loving Father; to live “with him in the heavenly realms” (Eph. 2:6),
above the clouds, in the very presence of his throne; and to look down from Glory on our circumstances as being lovingly and
divinely appointed.
I prayed for strength, and then I lost awhile
All since of nearness, human and divine,
The love I leaned on failed and pierced my heart,
The hands I clung to loosed themselves from mine;
But while I swayed, weak, trembling, and alone,
The everlasting arms upheld my own.
I prayed for light; the sun went down in clouds;
The moon was darkened by a misty doubt,
The stars of heaven were dimmed by earthly fears,
And all my little candle flames burned out;
But while I sat in shadow, wrapped in night,
The face of Christ made all the darkness bright.
I prayed for peace, and dreamed of restful ease,
A slumber free from pain, and hushed repose;
Above my head the skies were black with storm,
And fierce grew the onslaught of my foes;
But while the battle raged, and winds blew,
I heard his voice and perfect peace I know.
I thank you, Lord, you were to wise to heed
My feeble prayers, and answer
as I sought,
Since these rich gifs your bounty has bestowed
Have brought me more then all I asked or thought;
Giver of Good, so answer each request
With you own giving, better then my best.